my love was - sought for like a lover but done for I am unwitting and I am sore but who says, oh who says more?
should she linger?, no - she shan't now does his finger hold the power now? did the dam break the new day? oh, come again, oh come what may
E'r the dawning comes like cold rain awash our souls in the bitter pain does it hurt now? something says yes and burns the soul as it aches the chest
my love was - just a wish like I spent time awaiting a wish to be born from the edge of this in an escaping sigh or a kiss
shall they linger?, no - they should not let them wander or lost or become forgot like a day, or dawn, or a ray, or gone - said the silence, said the silent dawn in a whimper, or a whisper, or a song she said come what may, come along Oh, be still, oh unsure, but tarry on and wait for the rain to be gone linger just enough 'til the dawn
my love was - silence now to be burnt in my flesh how? Like a live wire, a lightning bolt of pain should I let it mark and scar and remain? I am unwitting and I am sore and I do not want this anymore
no, I cannot want it at all - no, no more no, I cannot want it anymore
pale, moonlight kissed and ethereal like a living work of art and kissed by fire and light and then I feel falling apart and I'm breaking before the start put your hands on me and don't move them off of me just move them over me and under and in between place your lips on me and kiss me senselessly and kiss all over me and sensual and seductively Oh, in the moments when the walls don't know how to contain us I...I want to fall to pieces and be born again in your hands so destroy me, then erect me, then re-break and rebuild me I...I want to fall to pieces and be born again in your hands
they say the wind whistles through the barren trees on a cold winter night but is there a way to describe the sound of a breaking heart? the air is empty, the love becomes a swelling thing to burst out into nothing where no receiving hand awaits and no kiss can comfort it is far different than wind in barren trees it is like the sound of fire becoming ice and choking off the fumes of futile love
10/9/12
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"Lonely Morning"
in the lonely morning sunrise where the sheets all seem so cold and your emptiness is threatening to keep you in its hold and the moment your eyes greet your room you see a sorry sight for there is no lover by you and the room never feels bright and don't worry your pretty head these days will go by you because someday with someone else you'll awake again brand new and until then when you wake alone inside your empty bed just remember these days will pass and better are ahead
If I laid in an enchanted sleep would your lips be the ones that awaken me? Or would I wake to solemn hymns of a battled waged where you did not win? I wish I could in token keep your laugh with me inside to lighten me For if ever the darkness lasts in a world gone cold in scattered ash I'd like to wish if but somehow your lips on mine could seal our vow Wherever we be in wake or sleep that you and you alone will awaken me
you do not ask butterflies to swim then do not ask that of him you do not ask polar bears to fly then do not ever make him cry you would not expect a moose to sing then why demand what he can't bring? if you will not ask a rose to blink then why tell him what to think? you do not ask angels to die so, why do you even try?
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"...more time with you..."
sliding hands upward from the wooden floors up along skin and upward behind closed doors knees are bruised upon the hardwood time is passing of what I would be doing if I had more time with you tracing shapes across your stomach slowly regarding you in front of me like you're holy knees are bruised upon the hardwood time is passing of what I would be doing if I had more time with you breath, hot, and steamy leaving trails on skin kisses linger and the scent I am calling a sin knees are bruised upon the hardwood but time goes by as it should while I'm finally doing what I want with you and my lips are soft all along your leg, along your thigh and my breath is warm like a whispered kiss ever going high and my tongue is hot and wet and it warms you to your core and I bring you in and bring you down while you're wanting more and I bring you in and bring you down until my knees are sore and promptly sir, when I am through, yank me off the floor for time is passing of what I would do if I had more time with you
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"Chase the Horizon"
Call her "Horizon" and chase her daily try to catch her as she drifts away For Horizon is ever ready to make you run and runaway She'll bruise your feet upon the path leading towards her She'll make you weak without a thought to not pursue her and if you weep she will not be there to comfort you She will be ever forward, what else shall you do? Call her "Horizon" and chase her daily and when you think you are closer Horizon will break you barely hanging on and go ever faster She'll knock you down and tear you apart upon her pathway She'll break your heart as you keep going day after day and if you think you finally will catch her you will cry She's moved farther onward and she's going on by